March 01, 2012

Just words and good intentions

Today is the 1st of March,  and I have given myself three goals for the month - simple ones, easy to stick to -  an attempt to create a little bit of order to temper the emotional turmoil I seem to constantly find myself. One of them is to post here, on this poor little neglected, unread blog once a day, for the next 31 days. Unfortunately the emphasis isn't going to be on great, well produced content - its more of an exercise to get me to do something consistently, and demonstrate to myself that I can be consequent and disciplined in my actions. Hopefully this is something that will find its way into other areas of my life too! I want to get productive, as I am slowly beginning to realize that I am someone who feels best when doing - as much as I appreciate buddhist philosophies encouraging us to "just be", I realize that I feel most comfortable in motion. I wonder what healthy things that that says about me! Hopefully this will challenge me and end up being a nice melange of things that inspire, interest and make me think at the moment, and (perhaps ironically) cause tome  engage more in my life. And engage more in the life I'm living now, where I have popcorn for dinner, get drunk and miss tutorials and often aren't as good as I hope to be, but still hope and work towards creating a fulfilling and giving life with the people I love!

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